Is it me, or I am addicted to 2 fictional girls, namely "Dark Magician Girl" and "Stellar Loussier"

What is it that I like about them? Thei blond hair? Maybe not. Their looks? Maybe. Their physical appearance? Kinda. Their personality? probably, since Dark Magician Girl, judging her expression, is uhm friendly and Stellar Loussier for being innocent

I might have an answer, but I am not sure of it, I event don't know if this is infatuation, love or just plain addiction? Might be all of the resons written above or more

Adding to these is, when I watch the anime Yu-Gi-Oh and see Dark Magician Girl being destroyed by other Duel Monsters, I feel very sad....like being affected to her since I don't like seeing her be destroyed by other Duel Monster O_O

Whereas in the anime Gundam SEED Destiny, I really "felt" sorry for Stellar Loussier, being an experiment of the Earth Alliance and used as a weapon for a mobile suit, what's worse is that she died in combat, she didn't deserved to die that way. T____T

I may have several reasons why I like Dark Magician Girl and Stellar Loussier, but one thing is for sure, I like them so much that I am willing to surrender my excessive war and violence addiction, so much that some might say I am insane

But I don't care,

As long as I "love" Dark Magician Girl and Stellar Loussier, I am fine because I believe in one thing, the fictional character/s that a person love most will only exist in reality inside someone's heart even if they are not real.


I always believe that Dark Magician Girl and Stellar Loussier exists in real life, in my heart

It may sound crazy, but its just me n____n

Besides, I just want to express what I uh..feel about these girls

Well uhm what can you say about this uh...journal that I made?